On pins and needles

Well another day has passed and we hopefully the next one will go by faster. Time is going by so slow for us and we await the results of Elainea's blood test. This experience has tested all of us in every way. It has tested our faith, character, relationship and patience. The thrill of visiting this place is gone and now we are just marking time until we find out which direction ours lives will take. We have struggled with the idea of keeping Elainea. We love her so much already, but we have to consider all of the ramifications of such a choice. This is the worst kind of torture a family can go through. I do not know how we will find the strength to give her back if it comes to that. We appreciate all of the emails of support we have received from everyone. They mean so much to us. With your thoughts and prayers and the strength of God we will make it through this tragedy. We will post again when we get the results.....